ashrough

oopppsss..terlebih suda!!!

2011-09-13T06:45:00.000-07:00

sering kali dalam pergaulan kenapa harus aku melebih2??
berkawan biasa cukup la..
kenapa harus aku rosakkan persahabatan yang baru saja terjalin ni??

aku xfaham dengan diriku sendiri..
niat aku hanya aku suka melihat rakan2 ku gembira dengan pasangan masing2..
walaupun pada hakikatnya aku sendiri xbahagia.
xmengapa.. mereka lebih penting..
asalkan mereka bahagia, aku jua turut bahagia..

mode : pemikiran xmenentu.. asap menjadi peneman..!!!

(18) + (9) + (14) + (4) + (21)

2011-05-09T07:15:00.000-07:00

dalam ramai2 orang, aku mesti rindu dia..
dalam ramai2 orang, aku mesti teringat dia..
tapi kenapa??

aku lalu di satu kawasan tadi..tgk je nama yang tertulis di papan tanda tue,
teringat kembali kisah2 dulu..
rindu.. itu lah perasaanku..

kalau dulu, kita rapat..kita mampu untuk berkongsi apa saja..
tapi tidak lagi sekarang..
persahabatan kita?? terputus di tengah jalan sebelum sempat aku meniup kata cinta dan aku xpernah menyangka, rupanya hatimu jua sudah terusik lama..

nak menyesal sudah tiada guna.. kini aku dan engkau sudah berpunya..
cuma satu yang aku pinta..
moga persahabatan terjalin semula..
ukhwah terbina utuh selamanya...

Teringat kisah lama..

lepas gian..:D

2011-04-29T03:50:00.000-07:00

Hari ni datang lagi..hari terakhir exam bagi kebanyakkan student kat kolej nie.. tapi saat bermulanya cuti semester kali nie xmembawa makna pun utk aku.. yela,dulu mmg aku bergelar sebagai seorang pelajar, tapi xlagi sekarang.. Tuhan je tahu mcm mana rindunya aku dengan zaman aku bergelar seorang pelajar dulu.. terus terang aku ckp, mmg best.. mmg terbaek.. xsama dengan alam pekerjaan nie.. even aku bekerja nie hanya untuk sementara, tp rasa xbest tue tersangat menonjol even tiap2 hujung bulan dapat gaji..*sigh*

mengeluh lagi..!!! apa la nak jadi dengan aku nie.. orang ckp, " kau nie xreti ke nak bersyukur?" graduates lain susah la nak cari keje, kau nie habis2 blaja je dah ada orang nak amek keje.. untung la kau..

tapi....

itu kata orang.. xsama dengan kata aku sendiri.. pada aku zaman belajar tue indah.. yela, aku xmaksudkan indah tue dalam konteks assignment,quiz,tutorial,midterm and macam2 lagi la.. tapi aku tapi aku maksudkan dengan perasaan gembira yg di tempuhi dalam hari2 dalam setiap sem dengan kawan2..setuju dengan statement aku?? angkat la kaki..hahahahahahaha:P

dalam sibuk dengan perihal keje nie, sibuk dengan research bukan milik aku and macam2 lagi, timbul hasrat di hati nie nak sambung blaja.. tapi ke mana hala tuju aku??

itu la dilema yang aku hadapi skg.. kalau aku ke placement office, xde lain la suggestion yg aku akan dapat dari officer kat situ, "i think, sunderland would be a great choice for you" u can complete ur degree in one year..and it will only cost u seventy thousand ringgit malaysia.. only 70K?? biar btol minah nie aku cakap dalam hati..kalau la bapak aku nie hartawan yang dermawan lagi negarawan, senang2 aku da enroll masuk sana septembet nanti.. tp x.. aku xrasa aku mampu and aku kalau boleh xnak membebankan dorang..

tapi bila di comparekan dengan uni2 di malaysia sebagai contoh ipts2 yg berdekatan, aku rasa cm xde beza plak.. yg membezakan hanyalah jumlah subjek yg aku plu aku amik and masa yang aku perlukan utk habiskan sume subjek tue..

haih..kos untuk study skrg mmg mahal.. nasihat aku la pada adik2 or rakan taulan yang nak sambung study, bawa2 la pk banyak kali..and kalau boleh, cuba la cari ipta2 yang bersepah kat seluruh malaysia nie.. confirm jimat banyak.. hihihihihii..."pandai nasihat orang, tp xpakai nasihat sendiri untuk diri sendiri.."

aku bukan xnk pegi ipta.. secara terang2 an yang facilities dorang adalah terbaek.. yg termewah and yang terbest, cuma aku rasa aku lebih selesa dengan ipts.. lagi pun, nk transfer kredit dari ipts ke ipts nie mudah sikit kalau nak di bandingkan dari ipts ke ipta...

so...... aku masih lagi tercari2 uni yg sesuai dengan jiwa and dalam masa yang sama perihal kewangan aku..

itu baru soal uni..aku xciter lagi pasal kursus yang aku nak ambil nanti.. actually aku rasa sejak aku habis spm, da beribu duit mak bapak aku yang aku habiskan utk blaja.. seolah2 aku blaja sumthin tp xpenah nak habiskan sampai akhir..seolah2 perjalanan yang aku ambil tue akan terhenti and aku akan mula rasa hilang minat dengan benda yang aku blaja tue..

sebagai contoh,

lepas spm ramai kawan2 aku yg masuk diploma..yang pandai tue dpt la masuk matrix..yang kurang bernasib baik tue kena la pakai uniform tuk setahun setengah lagi..(form 6)

tapi aku?? aku pilih untuk buat a-level.. lepas setahun blaja. dpt result yg melayakkan aku masuk buat degree, alih2 aku g amek diploma.. xke macam membazir?? aku pun xfaham dengan diri aku nie..pelik kan?? aku xtau matlamat hidup aku nk blaja nie utk ape sebenarnya.. nak di jadikan cerita, lepas habis je diploma in biotech mesti la aku nak sambung degree kan, tp timbul plak dilema nak sambung kos ape pasnie?? hahahahahaha..kadang2 aku pk, lawak gak la perihal hidup aku nie.. "aku nie blaja diploma biotech utk apa plak?" suke2... haih.. sekali lagi pembaziran dalam hidup aku..

sekarang nie aku mula tertarik dengan kursus perbankan islam.. dari pembacaan aku mmg aku da btul2 jatuh cinta dengan kursus nie.. tp haruskah aku teruskan dengan niat baru aku nie..? apa jaminan yang aku akan terus ceburi bidang nie dengan serius lepas aku grad dengan ijazah nanti..???

tolong la aku..sape2 yang rajin xde keje or sje nak cari keje lebih, tlg la nasihat diri aku nie.. aku amat memerlukan sesi kaunseling secepat mungkin..

aku tertanya2, mcm mana aku nak cari benda yang btol2 dapat penuhi nafsu serakah aku nie..?? korang ade idea??kalau ada, tlg2 la share..

banyak plak aku membebel kali nie kan..

currently,

aku tgh tgk kawan aku kemas barang dia..maklum la nk cuti sem.. hepi je aku tgk.. aku?? kemas la sikit..buat modal nak balik umah malam sok.. dapat cuti seminggu.. bas malam sok.. kul 10 kat kajang.. rindu rumah..rindu bilik aku.. rindu mama aku.. cewaaahhhhh!!! lembut la plak hati kan.. hehehehehe...

esok nak gi pesta buku kat pwtc..request dari kekasih tercinta.. nak cari novel katanya.. exam lagi sebulan, novel plak yang dia cari..xpe, biar la..aku turutkan je..

ok lah..cukup2 la tue.. nanti2 aku tulis lagi.. tapi aku yakin, xde sape baca pun blog nie sbb xde benda menarik pun.. aku saje2 je merepek kat sini.. kalau aku ckp sorang2 nanti org cakap aku gila plak.. baik aku tulis kat sini..xde sape ckp pape..hihihi.. take care.. later...

assalamualaikum..
ikhlas dari acap..XD

sigh

2011-03-27T00:04:00.000-07:00

kebelakangan nie aku jadi pemarah..
aku xtau kenapa aku marah??
tapi aku akan mudah sangat marah..
even benda tue kecik je..
xdela serius sangat pun..
aku xfaham dengan diri aku dan sikap pemarah yang menjadi2 nie..
kata dia, aku terlalu banyak berfikir..
ada betul juga cakap2 dia tue..
xsia2 aku anggap kau mcm akak aku..
kau memang memahami...
*sigh*...

sorry la kawan2 and sape2 yg da kena smash dengan aku tue..
aku xsengaja.. aku tau korang bergurau, tp cara gurauan korang tue xmasuk akal and xkena
dengan masa dan situasinya..

agak nya sbb tue la certain individu pilih utk berdiam diri dan hanya sekadar memalingkan muka ke arah lain bila jumpa dengan aku..

aku minta maaf.. harap2 malam nie xmacam malam2 yang sebelum nie..

nota kaki : dalam hati ni sedih dan risau..xdapat balik umah..pas2 w.e.f 1 april nie kena cari tempat tinggal baru.....mana la aku nak cari umah pasni..*sigh*

aku bersyukur..

2011-03-21T03:30:00.001-07:00

Dah lama xbersua..
hari nie aku terjumpa dia..
perkataan pertama yg muncul di mulut aku..
"YA ALLAH, adakah dia yang aku sedang lihat skrg nie??
dia kah yang sedang ukirkan senyuman di hadapan aku..??

YA ALLAH, aku bersyukur ke hadratMU..
dia sudah berubah.. keayuan yg terserlah bukan dari rupa parasnya..
bertudung labuh dan berjubah..bukan kerana taksub tapi kerana dia menjaga peribadinya..dari tutur bahasa nya.. dari gaya jalannya..dari paras luarannya..
dia sudah berubah dan aku sangat gembira..

p/s : hanya luahan rasa yang xpernah aku impikan.. dia sudah berubah.. dia bukan lagi yang dulu.. walau dia sudah jauh dari ku, tapi aku bersyukur kerana dia pernah menghiasi hidupku.. amin ya rabbal alamin..:D

Just for a toughts...

2011-03-14T09:44:00.000-07:00

i do realise that things has change between us..
u and i are having a bad situation right now but trust me,
it never came across my heart that i wanted to hurt your feelings..
i do love you, i really do but there is only one thing that i asked for,
please, do respect my privacy..

we are just starting over our relationship after it crash last time (gosh, i don't want to think bout this again? and i had enough fight..i'm tired.. we have been arguing and quarelling for like almost everyday.. don't u feel tired at all???

let me make this clear to u, we have been knowing each other for almost two years, and by this time i am pretty sure that u have known a lots of stuff about me..

I really do appreciate if u could try to understand me better and i think i have already makes things clear between us..

and for the last time i would like u to know that I LOVE YOU..

but if u think that i am no more able to satisfy you, there is nothing else that i can do..

your's truly
Asyraf Azizi

sigh :'(

2011-03-12T07:35:00.000-08:00

Minggu nie terasa pendek sangat..kejap je hari ni da pun sabtu.. maybe sebab bz dengan keje.. keje la sangat kan?? hahahahahaha.. tp rasanya sbb da kantoi, BOSS da kasi extra job.. *sigh* penatnye...:(

Dr Alice : asyraf, i think u have too much of free time since there are not much of lab to be conduct for this semester.so i'm gonna assign you a project.. please prepare all this culture media and make sure every equipments and utensils that are needed for next week experiment is being autoclaved and ready for use!!

Me :alright boss..

terus terang, xsangka keja kat lab nie agak membosankan..bukan bosan sebab apa, hanya sbb keja xbanyak and kejanye utk tiap2 minggu adalah sama.. rutin yg agak membosankan.. tapi bila da ada banyak keja aku pulak yg mengeluh ( manusia2, xpernah bersyukur!!)..

mungkin sebab tue juga la aku rasa mmg patut aku tukar program utk ijazah pertama nanti.. agribusiness managment yg di tawarkan UUM macam menarik.. mana tau nasib aku mungkin berubah kalau aku tukar kos utk ijazah nanti kan?? dari keja dalam lab boleh la aku keja kat office..mcm rumates aku slalu ckp, keja office hours..menyeronokkan, kan farhaan?? hahahahaha.. aku rasa semua keja ada part best and xbestnya.. depends pada kita mcm mana kita pilih utk harungi semua keja tue..

mungkin sebab keja lab yg terlalu rutin nie juga la yg buat kan alasan utk aku tukar kos lebih kukuh.. tgk la mcm mana nanti.. apply je dulu pape kos pun..dpt or x, tima or x itu lain cerita.. itu la nasihat dari kawan2 dan keluarga..

tapi, dalam sibuk2 keja nie aku rasa macam beberapa mgu nie aku banyak habiskan masa terluang dengan kawan2 seperjuangan yg selalu dengan aku.. makan+lepak, memang terboek!!
itu juga la yg buat aku rasa rindu dengan zaman belajar..memang mantap.memang best!!

x macam zaman keja nie..even dapat gaji tiap2 hujung bulan tapi MEMBOSANKAN!!!!!

mcm hari nie aku ikut adik2 aku si cantik manis anna dan eira pegi tgk dorang main netball.. memang best.. aku ingatkan selama nie netball nie senang je.. tapi sekali tgk dorang terlompat sana sini nk pastikan bola tue sampai ke tangan kawan2 sepasukan, baru aku faham..
macam mana susahnya aku main ragbi, macam tue juga la susahnya main netball nie..

so jangan la pandang rendah yea pada kawan2 perempuan anda yg main netball nie.. hihihhi..

even team kolej kalah dengan dengan team MEGA MAC, aku tetap tabik dorang.. persembahan mantap..stamina kasi shape sikit je lagi.. pasni boleh la jadi CHAMPION!!! (besar kan harapan abang korang nie, tapi ok la) semua kejayaan bermula dengan berharap and of course la berusaha..

Liga Ragbi Penang,
itu satu lagi berita menarik yg aku terima.. memang da lama tgu peluang nie tapi cm rasa, "berbaloi ke aku travel dari nilai ke penang setiap mgu utk main ragbi??" hurm, dilema lagi... adoi mak..susahnya nak buat keputusan.. *hati nie nak sangat main dengan teammates2 aku yg kat penang tue..* tapi macam mana eh?? adoi..pening2..

entah apa la yg nak jadi next week?? keja mesti banyak.. tapi xpe, demi sesuap nasi and fund utk study nanti akan aku usahakan gak..:D

itu je la bebelan aku untuk kali nie..
salam penat!!
nite2..XD

p/s : gempa bumi di jepun amat mengemparkan.. doa aku buat semua mangsa dan keluarga yg terjejas..moga Tuhan merahmati anda semua...

nota kaki : laksa sarawak!!!nyum nyum..xsabar :D

I've had enough..

2011-03-10T22:06:00.000-08:00

"Happiness is a choice that requires effort at times."

when there is no trust between us, there is no such thing as a relationship..

p/s : trying to warm up..its been a while since since i wrote here.. hope it will help me to warm up for a better entry next time..:D

Teddy wishes...:(

2010-07-07T10:54:00.000-07:00

Teddy wish that things would be back to normal..

Teddy miss you and your smile..

sincerely,
Teddy...:(

you and me :(

2010-06-24T23:27:00.000-07:00

recently my mind keep on thinking about YOU..
thinking bout how awkward with what happening rite now.

to be truth,
i miss u..
i miss the memories..
i miss the smile..
i miss the jokes..
i miss spending time talking to you..
i miss everything about u..

i know that everything has CHANGE!!
i'm not sure how you feel, but i certainly not comfortable with the situation..
gosh, it really drive me insane..
thinking bout u and in the same time knowing that u will never be mine..
u can see me smiling but u never know how i felt deep inside me..

its totally different now..
i really need u..
i certainly do..

i just can't deny the fact that,

i can't get my eyes of you!!!

if i were given another chance to make things rite, i would love to spend the rest of my life with you..

fakta yg xmampu ku sangkal..

2010-03-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

sebelum nie aku mungkin berkata, "aku xmampu hidup tanpa kekasih di hati,
hari nie buat pertama kalinya dalam hidup nie,
aku mula mengenal erti, aku xmampu hidup tanpa rakan di sisi..

*ashrough azizi*

8 January 2010

2010-01-07T19:29:00.000-08:00

hari nie hari jumaat..
pagi nie agak berlainan dari hari biasa..
cuaca sejuk..
udara nyaman..
menyukarkan lagi proses bangun pagi nak ke kelas..
hahahaha..
tapi alhamdulilla..
aku berjaya bangun gak..

result exam semester lepas da pun keluar..
alhamdulilla..
ok je sumenya..
masih lae boleh di perbaiki...

pagi tadi aku ke makmal biotech..
ada briefing pasal kelas molecular technique kat sana..
jadual pun da di tukar dari yg asal..
kelas tue berlalu xsampai pun 30 minit..
kami bersurai...
aku ke sana ke mari..
ke dsa utk serahkan list nama pelajar yg akan sertai kelab pengguna kolej..
and aku kena cari 40 peserta untuk sertai majlis amanah pelajar tahun baru kat putrajaya selasa depan.. masih tercari cari...
laporan cambodia pun masih tergendala..
otak aku xmampu lagi nak buahkan idea2 penulisan bernas dalam report tue..
aku dah pun berjanji nak submit report tue mgu depan...
so, aku akan usahakan report tue malam nie..

TEMAN SEBILIK BARU!!!

itu la antara berita gembira yg aku terima di awal sem nie...
maklum la.. da hampir 2 sem aku hidup sendiri dalam bilik nie..
akhirnya ada gak org masuk..
pelajar junior..program hotel management..
hehehe... kira ok la kn?

esok mungkin aku ke kl..
ada mesyuarat dengan delegasi cambodia mengenai projek follow up kitorang..
aku dapat tahu nas yg merupakan pengarah projek mungkin xdpt menghadirkan diri..
namun mesyuarat tue akan tetap diadakan..

mgu depan, mgu sibuk aku akan bermula..
kelas akan mula berjalan..
hari hari sibuk bakal datang..
sekian..

08012010
11.43pagi..

Blog Pertama Di Tahun Baru..

2010-01-04T09:46:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum..
salam sejahtera..
kiranya masa berdetik dengan kepantasan yg susah utk di duga..
diam x diam, kita dah pun melangkah ke tahun 2010..
selamat tinggal 2009..
kenangan bersama mu akan selalu ku rindui..

aku harap, tidak terlalu lewat untuk aku ucapkan "SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2010" buat para pembaca.. moga azam kalian pada tahun ini akan terlaksana dengan jayanya..
bercakap mengenai azam, apa pulak agaknya azam aku untuk tahun ini?
azam tahun lepas sudah lapuk di telan masa..
hilang begitu sahaja..
mungkin lebih baik aku mulakan tahun baru ini tanpa sebarang azam..
kedengaran agak pelik bukan?
namun, aku rasakan itu yang terbaik...
cuma harapan dalam diri ini, "Asyraf, berubah la" jadi la seorang insan yang lebih baik dari tahun yg sebelumnya... hehehe..

cukup dengan azam.. hari nie bertarikh 5 january 20 10..
jam menunjukkan tepat pukul 1.55 pagi..
namun mataku masih belum mahu berehat..
terasa tangan ini gatal utk menulis sesuatu dalam blog ini..
kiranya sudah agak lama aku meniggalkan dunia blog ini..
aku lebih memfokuskan dalam dunia aku..
semester baru sudah pun bermula..
6 january 2010 akan menjadi titik permulaan di semester baru ini..
alhamdulilla.. sudah masuk 5 semester aku melangkah..
membawa harapan untuk menggenggam segulung diploma..
ya, cuma sekadar diploma buat masa ini..
insyaallah, ijazah akan menyusul kemudian..

masa ku banyak di habiskan di laman facebook..
laman maya sosial yang menjadi kegilaan tidak mengira pangkat usia..
aku teringat dialog di antara aku dan abah..
abah meminta aku membuka satu akaun buat dirinya..
katanya, dia juga tidak mahu ketinggalan..
aku tiba di kampus tepat jam 5 petang tadi..
perkara pertama yg aku lakukan adalah bertemu dengan si dia..
keriangan tampak di wajahnya bila bertemu tadi..
ye lah, setelah sekian lama..
hampir sebulan xbertemu..
aku terlalu sibuk membantu abah..
pemergianku ke kemboja menjarakkan lagi ruang untuk kami berkomunikasi..
aku mengaku, kami agak jauh sekarang nie..
aku sibuk dengan dunia ku..
aku terlupa seketika bahawa ada seseorang menunggu ku..
seseorang yang merindui ku..
ku pohon ampun dan maaf..

bercakap mengenai kemboja, rindu ku lebih kepada sahabat2 seperjuangan yg menemani ku di sana.. hampir 5 hari di sana.. saat2 manis bersama kalian sentiasa menjadi teman tidurku..
tidak mengapa, sabtu ini aku akan bertemu kalian.. menghabiskan masa bersama.. ku tunggu saat itu..

itu saja entry untuk kali ini..
bahasa yg ku gunakan kali ini agak berbeza..
sekadar ingin mencuba gaya penulisan baru..
aku tetap aku..
masih lagi asyraf azizi yg dulu..
selamat malam semua..
wassalam..=)

2.11am
5 january 2010..

REVO 10 in memories..

2009-10-29T13:00:00.001-07:00

hye there..
how are u guys doing?? hopefully everything is fine..
its been quite some time..
suddenly my hand feel like writing..
my mind feel like thinking..
so, this time i would like to introduce u guys to REVO 10..

REVO 10 is my family during the International Student Leadership Seminar (ISLS 09'). The family consisting of 10 person representing 7 countries. i'm glad to have them as part of my family.
Gosh, I MISS THEM VERY MUCH..

who actually belong to REVO 10,

ayele (euthopia), andrea (malaysia),adilla (indonesia), asyraf (malaysia),daud (singapore), jiang (china) , siswandy (indonesia), mihrican (turki), , peter(sudan)

i miss u guys a lot.. wish we can hang out together one day..
till then...
once a REVO 10, forever a REVO 10..

blogging from home..

2009-10-25T12:16:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum..
hye there..
how are u guys out there doing??
hopefully everything is fine..

it has been quite some time since i wrote sumthin in this blog..
well, finally 2nite i manage to get some time to wrote sumthin..

these days has been a very busy days 4 me..
this new short semester is really killing me..
i have to see ms canny almost everyday for management class..
not to forget assignment and paperwork that must be completed..
its like almost everyday i receive new assignment...

*sigh* actually, i'm quite happy because my group for marine and environmental class manage to set up the aquarium that ms patricia asked us to do since the first week..
it looks nice.. credit to the team member ( chris, me, sam, farah, sarveisan and auni...) for their hard work.. now, we have to came up for a chart consisting the name of the species of every fish that we bought to live in the aquarium.. (done with bst143 class)
to dr john, i'm really sorry coz i haven't pass u my assignment..

Nilai UC Malay Student's Society will be having its first event on the 4th of november 2009.
it will be a very busy week 4 me starting nex tuesday.. hopefully every job that i have distributed among the ad hoc commitee for this event has already been completed and we can finalise everything by nex week..

back to the title of todays blog " blogging from home" i'm currently at home.. arrive from nilai on saturday morning and after 2 hours sleep, i have been asked by my beloved mumto drive her all the way to penang from perlis.. *sigh* felt so tired.. but, can't do anything coz my dad is really busy taking care of my ill grandma in hospital.. talking bout my grandma, i felt almost wanted to cry when i saw her condition this evening.. i pray MAY ALLAH bless her and grant her with a good health after this.. hopefully, she may recover soon... i love u grandma.. always..=)

now, the clock is showing 3.33 am in the morning. but yet, i can't sleep.. my mind starts to think about the upcoming event every time i closed my eyes.. OH MY GOOD LORD, PLEASE HELP ME.. i need to sleep and 4 sure need a good bless from YOU..

enough with that, i'm going back to nilai tomorrow nite..
missing my beloved girl very much..
hope to see u soon baby..

till then, see ya in the next post..
adios"...."

8 september 2009

2009-09-08T02:00:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum..
salam ramadhan buat semua..
dah lama rasanya aku x menulis kat blog nie..
terasa rindu la plak..
entry kali ini agak pendek..
just nak memanaskan minda..
hehe...
da lama xmenulis..
otak pun agak berkarat..
insyaallah, lewat malam nanti aku akan masukkan entry baru..
sampai sini dahulu buat masa nie..
take care..
selamat berbuka...=)

kebosanan...

2009-07-03T03:45:00.000-07:00

Aku xde niat nak menulis sebenarnya. Cuma aku perlu tulis sumthin utk explain pada org bodoh yg ske buat conclusion tanpa bertanya. Aku pun xfaham kenapa aku kena jawab suma persoalan nie, demi untuk memuaskan ati suma org, aku xkisah untuk membuang masa menjawab persoalan dalam artikel yang di terbitkan dalam satu blog. Aku xpenah cakap pasal ko. Hurm, and aku pelik kenapa ko nak terasa ati pasal artikel tue sedangkan aku xpernah tujukan artikel tue pada sesape.itu Cuma open view and untuk sumone dari masa silam aku. Asal ko nk terasa?? Nak emo xpasal2?? Mcm kata zul “ nak emo join gothic arr” kn?? Aku xpernah rasa diri aku nie perfect. Nak kata ada masa depan cerah?? Hurm, insyaallah akan aku usahakan.. Cuma aku pelik, mana ko dpt idea yang mana aku nie bercakap buruk pasal ko di belakang? Pe buktinya? Sape saksi ko? Aku xde masa arr nak bercakap pasal ko.. banyak lae benda lain yang aku leh buat. Aku hipokrit? Aku? Hurm… seperti mana ko, aku pun pernah jahat. Dan aku rasa aku masih jahat. Dosa jangan ckp la. Aku sendiri xterkira, tapi aku cuba untuk berubah. Aku xpernah buang kawan2 aku. Seperti manusia yang lain aku sendiri ada masalah yang perlu di fikirkan dan perlu di selesaikan. Utk info ko, aku sendiri da tanya budak2 tue ( as, fifah, auni, fatin) xde pun dorang rasa aku da buang dorang.. dorang xbuat conclusion pape sbb dorang faham aku nie mcm mana?? And aku x expect ko utk faham aku.. sbb aku xpernah nak cm2.. next, ko ckp aku “katak bawah tempurung”… ko ckp aku cm2 sbb aku nie xjoin group and aktiviti ko? Cm2? Tlg la bro, ko bukan bodoh.. apatah lae bangang… xkn hanya sebab aku nie xjoin group and aktiviti ko, aku nie di label sebagai katak bawah tempurung?? aku ske bila ko ckp ko bersyukur sbb ada family yang besar dan rapat kat nilai university college nie, tapi ada aku kisah?? Sekali lae aku nak tekankan kat sini, ko ckp aku “katak bawah tempurung sbb xjoin family ko yang besar dan rapat tue ek?? Pandangan ko tue amat salah.. aku xpernah tuduh sape2 jahat.. aku mengaku aku pernah hanyut.. aku pernah buat salah... Pernah buat benda yang xbetul dlm hidup nie.. itu masa silam aku.. aku da tgl suma tue.. korang nak buat jahat pe pun aku xpenah kisah?? And aku xkan pernah kisah.. and ko ada ckp aku nie jadi xtentu arah sbb asyik dengan orang yg sama..cm2?? itu pilihan aku.. aku nak buat cm2.. pe ko kisah?? Aku xkisah even aku xde family yang besar dan rapat cm ko…?? Lantak r.. aku still ada family aku sendiri and kawan yang lain.. and aku xpernah sesekali pun buang kawan2 aku. Zul, fatin, fifah, as dan auni dan lain2. Aku sentiasa hargai persahabatan antara mereka dan aku. Dan aku xde masa nak buang sape2 sbb ko.. sape ko? Besar sangat ke ko sampai aku nie kena buang kawan2 aku sbb aku xrapat dengan ko. Actually, aku xkisah kawan dengan ko. Kita pernah sama2 rapat. Cuma at certain point aku rasa aku xleh nak bercampur dengan ko. So, aku xnk panjang2 kan cite, bila aku da diam tue aku ingat selesai arr, tapi nampaknya ko nk mencari pasal lak… sudah la.. ko stay je dengan family ko yang besar and rapat tue, aku xkaco ko langsung.. and rasanya aku xpenah pun kaco ko.. so, that’s all.. aku xnk besarkan benda nie. Aku harap benda nie abis kat sini.

have a nice day..

terkenang zaman dahulu....

2009-06-25T11:41:00.000-07:00

tetiba aku teringat korang sumer..
teringat mcm mana rapatnya kita sume dulu..
aku rindu zaman2 dulu..
aku rindu kemesraan dan keakraban yang kita jalinkan dulu...

in this photo, zul, fifah, auni, as, asyraf, mariah and ain...

hopefully pasni kita leh duduk and lepak sesama cam dulu..
hang out kat mane2 ke..
aku tgu hari indah itu...
=P

can't take my eyes of u..

2009-05-31T00:27:00.000-07:00

finally, she's back..
and i am so much in luv again...

after waiting for 10 long weeks...
finally she's back...
i miss her so much..
i luv u forever baby...
=P

kegilaan mengawal diri..!!!

2009-05-24T11:08:00.000-07:00

asyraf, dah pukul 2 nie...

pegi la tdo...

esok ada kelas...

kenapa mata xnk pejam nie??

rindu effa ke??

sabar la... sabtu nie dia da balik cni..

banyakkan sabar ek...

=p

p/s: baby, i miss u so much..!!!!

Between FRIENDSHIP & FUTURE!!!

2009-05-17T12:06:00.000-07:00

Dark era.... brighter era... and slowly crawling back again to dark era??? NEVER!!!
i prefer to stay..
i've done enough during my dark era..
i wish i could go back to the past and change everything...
i've screw up enough during my past..
i dun wan to jeopardise my future..
coz, i am really craving to get a good one..
a GOOD future..
thats what i dreamed for..

i did survive during the "term" which i call "crashing my future"..
i wish i dun have to face all of this all over again..
but it keeps coming..
one by one..
and now i have to choose between a friendship and my future..
only one answer that will keep me on the right track so that i can successfully obtain what i've been dreaming for..
and that is MY FUTURE..

guys,
destroying your future is up to u coz i never gave a shit bout it, but be more considerate when at the same time u are actually destroying someone else future without realising it..

to my pals,
i'm really sorry..
i never meant for this to end like this..
but what i've done during my past is enough..
i used to be a risk taker before..
but not NOW anymore..
u guys are on your own now..
i'm done!!!

finally...

2009-04-18T22:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASYRAF....

sigh..i'm so happy today.. can't believe that finally, i am 20..
goodbye 19...hehehehe...

to sharifah sazleen zuheera, my beloved gf,
thnx 4 finally gave me the answer..
i love u so much... and i really miss u..
can't wait to see u in 6 weeks time..

to mama, i promise u that i will change and become a better person...
thnx 4 da present as well...
really appreciate it..

to my besties,
a.k.a the crew jalanan syndrome comuniti sewarna kegilaan terserlah..
zul, adik, fifah, as and auni...
thnx 4 da present, card and also the wishes...
not to forget to all my friends, tq 4 da wishes...
hopefully the bond of friendship between us is unbreakable forever...

lots of love,
asyraf...

Being with u....

2009-03-20T11:30:00.000-07:00

I wonder if you think of me
When night is drawing near.
And in the shadows of your room
The walls around you disappear.
I wonder if in your quiet thoughts
Your dreams of me are anymore.
When in the silent, velvet blue
The moon is tapping at your door.
I wonder if the shining stars
That dangle from the clouds above
Reminds you of my whispered words
In promise of eternal love.
I wonder of the lonely light
That breaks upon the early dawn
Still holds a tender memory for now
So long I have been gone.
I wonder if you dream of me
When the cloudless skies are blue
Because across each day and night
My thoughts are constantly of you.

boy's day out!!!!

2009-03-13T23:57:00.000-07:00

9 march 2009...
its monday babeh...
and its a public holiday..
at first, i was thinking to stay at college and settle all my work when suddenly this guy, mr, ariff come out with this plan. "acap, jom g alamanda??"
hahaha...
this is where the story begin...

in this pic, zul, ariff , me and ruiz..

the view from the back??
hahahaha...

kringgg.....
what happen??
recess??
no..no....
its big apple time..
muahahahahaha...

big apple donuts...

the donut's...

the feast start's...

ariff

ruiz

asyraf

zul

after spending around 3 hour's there..
we move on to the next destination..

in front of masjid putrajaya,
ruiz, asyraf,zul and ariff

again???

asyraf,zul and ruiz..

asyraf and zul

4 of us again...

we enjoy ourselves to the max...
and this day will become one of the best memories during our college day's..
who know's, 4 guys spending time together could have so much fun..
hahahaha...
till then..
c ya...
=)

to them....

2009-03-08T01:43:00.000-08:00

to them,
i hate to do this but this is the only way 4 me to express myself..
i am really tired b'coz i have to face this things all over again..
i am not that perfect..
maybe that is why u are treating me as a rubbish..
but i never blame 4 what u are doing to me..
its just that i really hope that u can be sincere with the fact...
if u think that i am not good enough to be your friend..
just be sincere to yourself to tell me the truth..
stop pretending and being such a hypocrite person..
ok.. b'coz i hate pretenders..

a day full with excitement and happiness...!!!!!!!!

2009-03-06T10:43:00.000-08:00

milik siapakah gadis ini??? hahahaha... first of all, i would like to introduce u guys to this sweet and adorable gurl.. this is effa.. also known as "bonda" among us here in nilai university college..
hehehe...i'm not sure what makes me put her picture here... maybe bcoz of her sweet smile..
hehehe...

so, lets talk about today...
its friday...
6 march 2009...
a very tiring day since i have 6 hours of lab session with Dr. Alice and also Mr. Muthu..
let see, what did i learn in Dr. alice class today, we did an experiment bout lipid solubility of cell membrane..
hehehe..
its really an interesting experiment..and of course, there's lot of work that need to be done to complete the experiment...

i didn't attend Mr. Muthu's class today since i need to attend something important in the evening regarding rugby... i'm really sorry Mr. Muthu.. plz, dun "bungkus" me..
hehehehe...

despite of the tiring day today, i did have some fun with couple of friends during our visit to nite market at cempaka puri.. we bought lots of food and stuff there... there are 5 of us who went there, ariff,mimiey, me, bonda and also zul.. thnx to mr ariff for the transportation, we manage to reach pasar malam b4 its closed..
hehehe...

and after that we decided to lepak at bukit emo..
i'm not sure how did that place got that name but usually people with problems love to spend their time there, thinking and expressing themselves there...
we sat there until 2am in the morning..
eating cendawan goreng that we bought from pasar malam...
hahaha..
we eat..
we chat..
we laugh...
we dance..
we sing..
we tease each other...
and we did lots of things there..
despite that this is really a tiring day
i can assure u that this is a day full with excitement and happiness...
hahaha...
i think thats all for todays post...
nite friends..
adios...
=)

announcement!!!!!

2009-02-24T07:38:00.000-08:00

WANTED!!! FOR STEALING SUMONE'S HEART!!!

problems...!!!!!!!!

2009-02-23T23:27:00.001-08:00

problems..problems...and problems..

again and again...

one after another...

do anyone have life without problems??

its impossible..

problems is everywhere...

human can't live without problems...

as if they were born together...

two types of problems that usually occur in our daily life...

its neither problems that occur because of others or problems created by that particular human itself...

after DR. ALICE lecture's of cell biology...

2009-02-23T19:13:00.000-08:00

is it true??
am i being too sensitive lately??
people said that...
arrgghhh, what is wrong with me??
things in my life keep changing...
or is it actually, i am the one who are changing??
i wish i could find out what is happening to me...

to HER,
i'm really sorry..
never meant to be so sensitive with u..
i got no clue at all what is happening to me...
i'm blurr...
huhu..
please, be patient with me...
u noe i won't and will never scold u...
coz u are too cute 4 me...
give me some time...
i'll try to figure out what is happening to me...
=)

since last nite, i keep thinking bout all those memories happen few years back..
lately, it keep bugging my head...
it's like there's an anthem being played in my head..
sounds something like, 'asyraf, why u do this... why u did that'
arrgghhh... its irritating and annoying..
hopefully things will get better a.s.a.p...
coz i seriously need to back on the right track...

i need to put 100% concentration...
i need to focus on my studies and also my game plan..
nex game will be tougher than b4...
=)

bla...bla...bla....

2009-02-23T11:14:00.000-08:00

16 randoms things bout me...=P

1. i got a few nickname, ah chai, budak comel, and gg...

2. i'm crazy bout nescafe..can't live without it..

3. bercita cita ingin menjadi pakar biotechnologi berjaya.. haha...

4. i love rugby and i choose new zealand all blacks as my best team ever...

5. i am big.. tapi sarah ckp comel.. so i comel la kot.. hahahahaha...=P

6. i love to eat and i love to cook.. but too bad, my mom never let me to take culinary
arts..

7. i listen to all kind of music...

8. i nak balik penang..i miss kapitan's kebab.. huhuhu...

9. i appreciate my friends and of course my love one.. i'll do anything for them.. but too bad... i'm single rite now..=(

10. i susah tdo mlm.. org ckp insomnia.. i ckp, i malas je nak tdo..hehe..

11. thnx to sarah, coz she is da one who introduce me to this blogging world.. and i malas nk update blog nie...thnx to sarah again, dia pujuk i utk update..

12. i suka cuba and belajar benda baru... as an example, i tgh blaja ckp sarawak.. and i teringin nak join mountain climbing team yg ada kat college nie..hehehe...=P

13. i'm friendly..love making new friends..

14. i used to study at penang free school...

15. i'm trying my very best to quit smoking...

16. f*****A, i like u, coz u are cute...=P

hahahaha...sarah, thats all that i can think of.. memang merepek gler..

your sincerely,
mohammad asyraf azizi...

the unforgettable valentine's...

2009-02-23T09:58:00.000-08:00

14 february 2009..

it's valentine's babeh...
hehehehe..
as usual all the couple's will be busy looking for present and flower's for their love one..
but this year is totally different for me..
celebrating valentine's with friends is da best memories ever..
=P

so,
where do we start??
ehm, it's around 11 am when i receive a call from mariah.. saying that she is bored and thinking of coming to college that she left for quite some time... i got no programmes or plan with friends..
at first we decided to stay at college to settle our assignment and stuff...

around 12, i receive a text from mariah saying that she's coming over to college later..
sounds good to me since i've got nothing to do at the evening..
she reach college around 4.. i am at the canteen with zul,fatin, and ariff..
too bad, auni and as went back to their hometown.. it would be nicer if they were around..
hahahahaha...

in pic ( asyraf, mariah and nuzul azroy)

in pic ( mariah raihanah and fatin)

it's been quite a long time since we had this kind of gathering.. and what i can say is, its totally roxx... hahahahaha... i miss those all days where we gather together.. talk about almost everything regarding our life and of course..gossips.. hahahaha...

from the canteen, we move around the college and happily snapping pics..
below, there's a few that i manage to include it in this post...

in pic (asyraf, ariff nur ilham and nuzul azroy)

in pic ( asyraf and nuzul azroy)

p/s : we are not gay's.. it just that part of the tradition in crew.. we do took all these crazy shots..

practicing 4 our nex valentine's.. i mean with a porper partner..
hahahahaha...=P

so, to continue the story..we came out with this idea to celebrate this valentine's..
we decide to go to tania's.. where shehsa is what we aim for..hahahahaha...
=P
i receive a call from ain saying that she will be joining us later at tania's with her beloved boyfriend mr faliq... so, we went there by mr ariff nur ilham's car.. and reach tania's around 8pm..
there a band performing on that nite since its a valentine's day..

b4 that, joining us on that nite is,

faliq, ain, asyraf, fareeza, ariff, yat, nuzul azroy, fatin, fifah and also mariah...

we had nice food and drinks at an affordable price.. we talk and laugh and tease here and there..
well, its been quite a long time aite since we did this together..

in pic ( ain, mariah and fifah)

in pic (fatin and faliq)

in pic (faliq and ain)

in pic (ain and mariah)

in pic (fareeza and yat)

we din do much on that nite except for talking and eating. this is because faliq is rushing to catch his bus since he's leaving to kedah on that nite itself.. pity him..but its ok..
like what my hot gurl will say, "there's always a nex time" hehehe...

we left tania's and continue our shisha session at al-salam.. too bad, my cam is out of batteries..
i missed the shisha session at al-salam..

to end this post,i got nuthin to say here except, 14 february 2009 will be remembered as the best valentine's day in our life..

the end..
=P

first blog of 2009

2009-01-25T20:15:00.000-08:00

26 January 2009..

sigh... its been quite a long time since i've posted something in this blog..
i've been so busy since the new semester have started..
ehm,
actually, i myself dun no what should i write here..
well, lot's of things have happen since the very beginning of the month of january 2009..
and i'm not sure wether i should write about it here or not..
for now, let it be a secret..aite??

new semester...new subject..
arrggghhh...
this semester is killing me..
all the subject are seriously tough..

chm131 - organic chem
bcc140 - cell culture technique
bio142 - cell biology
csc114 - visual basic programming
mat145- mathematic

wether its tough or not, i will work hard..
the victory shall be mine at the end..
hahahahahaha..
what i know is..
this year is gonna be a different year 4 me..

since today is the first day of chinese new year, i want to take this oppurtunity to wish aLL MY FRIENDS...

"HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.WISHING YOU AND UR FAMILY A HAPPY & PROSPEROUS YEAR."

thats all 4 now..
i'll think of sumthin by tonite and i will wrote it here a.s.a.p ..
cya
=P

it's MONDAY!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-20T07:43:00.000-07:00

REPLACEMENT CLASS WEEK MARATHON

Today is monday..
20 october 2008..
i woke up late this morning..
gosh, it's already 9.59am..
so, i straight away took a quick bath and wen't to miss chong's class..
when i reach the class, it's already 10.30am..
when i enter the class, miss chong ask me,
'asyraf, why are u late?'
then i answer, 'sorry miss chong, i'm late b'coz i woke up late'..
then the whole class start to laugh..
hahahaha..so silly of me..
we discussed about tutorial 5 and 6..
after that we continue our lecture's on colligative properties of solutions..
class end's at 11.45..
after chemistry class, it's time 4 biology class with dr john..
that's the monday routine..huhu..
i din concentrate much on the lecture's given by dr john about kreb's cycle instead i'm busy drawing sumthin on a piece of paper for auni..
this week is the replacement class week marathon..
almost everyday i got class until 7pm..
huhu..it's really tiring..

by the way, the member's of crew jalanan have got their own name, which are :

asyraf : tembikai merah.. a.k.a mr crab

fatin : betik a.k.a pikachu

as : tembikai susu a.k.a pink panther

zul : cempedak a.k.a nobita

fifah : duku a.k.a pingu

auni : labu a.k.a patrick

that all the remaining of crew jalanan..

other's are :

sheila : mango

su: pisang kaki

nurul fatin : pisang

that is so funny...
hahahaha..
to continue my story today after biology class i wen't to starbaker for lunch..
and after that i wen't to the life science booth since the are selling some food for fund raising programme this week..
and after everything is done, i wen't back to my room..
after finish settling everything which are do my laundry and clean my room,
i took a short nap..
after 45 minute's, zul came back..
he seem's so tired..
busy with his aircraft mid term this week..
pity him..
suddenly some one is knocking my door..
it's mahmud.. my international friends from nigeria who are in love with a friend of mine from malaysia..
we had quite a long chat and he leave my room around 6.45..
i bath and perform my maghrib prayer's..
suddenly sheila nudge me in msn asking me to join her 4 dinner at starbaker..
s i wen't down around 9.30..
i walked to starbaker alone since zul wan to focus on his study for his test tomorrow..
join sheila, su and also fatin..
we talked until 10 pm when we decide to go back to our own room..
i saw arifa eating ice cream even tough she's just recover from fever..
pinch her cheeks as usual, hahahaha..
she sulking with me..she is so sweet when she is sulking..
and sheila told me that my sister, fatin is not feeling well..
i staright away called her and ask about her condition..
alhamdulilla, she said she's fine..
i'm so worried.. well, thats me..
a brother who loves his sister very much..
hahahahaha...
so we went back..
i reach my room around 10.30..
now its already 11.15..
that all for today i guess..

blogging marathon...

2008-10-12T04:38:00.000-07:00

hye...
well, its has been quite a long time since i've posted article to this blog..
ehm, bz with assignment + lecture's and stuff..
so, i'll just summarise what have happen last week till today...

10 september 2008..
its friday... usually i got classes with miss chong at 8-10 and then with dr john from 10-12..
but on that day, all my class have been cancel b'coz miss chong have to attend something and dr john is still on medical leave.. we were guessing among ourself what have actually happen to dr john?? but no one manage to give a correct answer..
so, i woke up quite late...around 11.. have a quick bath and went down to the cafeteria coz as have text me earlier saying that she wanted to see me and pass me my chemistry tutorial..
so i went down..
i reach there quite early b'coz i'm suppose to meet her at 12.
then i decide to had my breaksfast first..
around 12 i saw as.. she ask me to accompany her to eat since auni is not here..
plus fifah is still in class..
fatin had gone back a day earlier coz usually she dun have classes on friday..
around 12.30 i went back to my room.. change my cloth coz i'm going to friday prayer's around 1 by the college bus..
around 1.55..
i reach my room after praying at nilai mosque...

i take a short nap b'coz i have to attend rugby training later..
i woke up at 5..
and it is raining heavily..
so i waited and the rain finally stop at 5.30..
i receive a text msg from afiq saying that the training is still on..
i get myself ready..
walked to the field..
and i saw a few of them waiting for me..

afiq..
hafiz..
jason..
coach..
carl
benson
chris
nazeem

that all the players that attend today..
its really frustating to some of us b'coz we are supposed to train our formation since the game is so near..
we end our games around 7.15..
once i reach my room, i staright away take the towel and took my bath..
after i finish bathing, i went back to my room and getting ready to perform maghrib prayers..
suddenly i receive a msg from sumone saying...

"asyraf nak ke mana tue?? kaki dah ok ke??sakit lagi??"

i din reply..coz i dun wan too be late to perform my prayers..i just ignore it..

after finish praying. i texted ain..asking where is she??
she told me that she's at the canteen and she is asking me to join her..
i said ok and i reach there after 10 minutes..
i saw ain having her dinner with farah..

so i ordered something at the pete's kitchen..
we eat and talk until around 9..
i saw farah's friend waiting for her..
its already 9.20 and i ask her it's not nice to keep her friend waiting..
i've told her to go back first..
but she does'nt listen to me..
and suddenly i saw her face giving like a unsatisfied impression to me..
well i usually dun give a damn shit about that..
hey, ur friends is waiting..
and i dun like that..
then she left us..
me and ain..
and zul join us..
he said that he's waiting 4 as and fifah..
then i walked ain back to her block..

after that i join fifah,as and zul at the starbaker..
after having dinner there, zul ask me wether i wanted to join him and man to go out..
i said..OK!!

so we went out by man's car..
decided to lepak at the lake near usim's hostel..
we have quite a long chat while smoking..
around 1.15 we went home..
i called ain..
and then i straight away go to sleep..

11 september 2008..
its saturday..
i got nuthing to do..
i woe up quiet early..
zul is getting ready b'coz him, as and fifah are going to seremban to get stuff..
i din follow coz i need to settle my assignment..
i spend my whole day in my room..
doing assignment..
and then around 5, arifa texted me, asking me to accompany her to giant..
she wanted to buy something..
so, i've followed her..
we went there by the college bus..
when we reach there it was raining..
she buy quite a lot of things..
as usual, i am her humble servants will carry all those things for her..
we went back and reach college around 7..
i leave her at the PH..
and i went back to my room..

as usual i will online..
checking emails and stuff..
when suddenly sumone nudge me in msn..

its farah again...

she said to me that she's like kinda not satisfied with me..
its still the same issue..

farah: asyraf ske arifa plak ke skrg nie??

asyraf : wat kind of question is that?? the i replied, kalau ske kenapa?? kalau x kenapa??
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farah: owg dah kenal ngan kawan owg dah lama..so orang luar xperlu masuk campur dalam hal
farah...

asyraf :i said fine.. as if i give a shit about it.. its ur friend rite..so fine, up to u..

she keep bringing the same issue which i usually dun like to think about..
so i just ignored her..

i went out with zul to man's house..
its open house..hahahahaha...
all my frustation about what happen b4 that just vanish..
hahahaha..

we lepak there for quite a long time..
around 1 only we went back to our college..
b4 sleep, i called adibah..
hahahaha,,
i dunno why i like to talk to her..
mayb b'coz she is friendly..
so i sleep...

12 september 2008..
its sunday.
at first we wanted to go to kajang..
but we've cancel it..
so me and zul spend our day with sleeping..
hahahahahaha...
its raining heavily some more..
so nice to sleep.
hahahahaha...
at nite i spend my time settling all my assignment..
and then i went sleep quite early..
and not to forget, i called adibah again on that nite b4 sleep..
thats all for now..
i'll write again after this..
c ya..

2008-09-23T10:45:00.001-07:00

23 september 2008..

i'm getting crazy...
since few weeks back there is sumthin that been bothering me..
i can't sleep.. i can't put 100% focus on my study especially for my chemistry..
what should i do?? i got no one to talk to??
nobody tried to understand my situation..

ok..lets start with today's morning..
ehm, i woke up quite late..8.05..
gosh, i'm late for my biology lab session with doc john..
so i'm rushing to the lab..
i text auni, telling her that i'm gonna be late..
i reach lab around 8.40..
so lucky, the class just started..
so, we finished our class at 10..
we did some cut and paste work just now..
i have to cut the picture of chromosomes and paste it inside my book..

after dr john class, here comes mr muthu's class..
we learn about SOP's..(standard operating procedures)
b4 the class ends, all of us won a chance to write an assigment about SOP's..
luckily this time we are allowed to use computer compare to last time which we have to write everything by hand..

after class around 11.45 i walked to the resource center where they are having some drama shooting there..i dun even noe any of the actor's..
ehm,i just realise that they are having some kind of bazaar along the corridor..
i met my sis fatin..we walk together and suddenly she pulled me to this stall that distributing the U mobile free sim pack..
well, i got myself one too..i spend $5 for the prepaid and i get myself as a return $13 prepaid..
hahahaha..kind of happy..then we continue our walked until we reach this stall sellling j.co donuts..suddenly fatin said..

fatin : abg, ada jual j.co's donut la..jom bli nak??

asyraf : ok gak..

by the way fyi, we've been eating j.co donuts since saturday..and we are kinda addicted to eat coz its really nice..hahahaha..
so, i spend $15 for the donuts.. then we find one spot to sit..
suddenly sarah,kevina and arifa appeared....

sarah : ala, comelnya asyraf nie.. then she suddenly pinch my left cheek..

asyraf : sakitnyaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....huhu..=(

kevina : padan muka..then she suddenly pinch my right cheek.. and then she said, now its even..

arifa : laughing as hard as she can.."padan muka"

then they walked away coz they got classes..huhu..thats hurt and its not fair coz usually i am the one who will always pinch their cheek..huhu..

i wnt back to my room..suddenly zul ask me to go out with him.. i went out to settle sum stuff and back to my room again around 4..
i staright away clean myself..pray and fall asleep..

i woke up around 6..
receive text msg from maria and fifah, asking where ami going to break fast today..
i said at the canteen of course..

i break fast at the pakistani stall around 7.10..
i talk to fatin and zul..
then we went back to our room and promised to meet back at my block around 10.30..

at 9.30 suddenly jia yee called me ask me to meet her at the starbaker..
she said sumthin happen..phei yong is crying..
so i went to see her to ask what happen..
the she told me that she lost her phone today..
pity that gurl..i talk to her and finally she stopped crying..
i ask her to follow me back to my block to meet the others..
so we decide to lepak near the field beside my block..
we sit there from 10.30 until 12.15..

not to forget,
auni
as
fatin
fifah
zul
phei yong
jia yee..

all of them are there..all of them are my gud friends in college..so lucky to have them..
i called arifa asking where she is??she said she's at the canteen..eating burger..
so i joined her..hahahaha..can't stop eating..

phei yong and jia yee join me as well..
others went back to their room dy..
ehm..i keep taking phei yong picture using jia yee's phone..
huhu..she's really angry with me..but what to do, i like to look at her face..
she's very cute..hahaha..
i took jia yee pic also..
jia yee = she is being very nice to me..
i like her..hahahaha..

then i went back to my roomm..
now its already 2.30..
jia yee ask me to sleep coz its getting really late dy..
i got class also tomorrow..
so, i think i'm off dy..
nite..=))

GOSH, I'M CRAZY!!

2008-09-21T11:40:00.000-07:00

its getting late..

its almost 3.am in the morning..

but yet, i still can't sleep.. even though i got classes tomorrow..

why?? suddenly i think bout HER??

why am i still hoping for HER??

i'm all alone now..she is getting far away from me..

but i can't lie to myself..

i just LOVE HER very much...

i NEED HER in MY LIFE..

i want to take care HER as i PROMISED HER and MYSELF before..

i have tried NOT TO THINK bout HER..

but when ever i manage to do it, there must be SUMTHIN that make me THINK OF HER again..

i can't never live like this..

what is HAPPENING to ME??

WHAT SHOULD I DO??

PLZ...HELP ME!!!

KEGILAAN YANG TERSERLAH!!

2008-09-17T08:02:00.000-07:00

APABILA KEGILAAN MELANDA....=))

Yesterday, 16 september 2008 to be exact is one of the most memorable day in my life..

because it is the day when 11 crazy+havoc+unstoppable teens formed a group called

[ CrEw JaLaNaN, SiNdRoMe KeGiLaAn TeRsErLaH ]

well, the name sound weird rite??but, thats us..

ehm, why we choose this name??

because...ehm Let me think..

b'coz mayb there is no reason bout that..

hahahaha..sound crazy..

but thats us..

[CrEw JaLaNaN, SiNdRoMe KeGiLaAn TeRsErLaH]

CrEw mEmBeR:

ASYRAF
ZUL
HASIENA
FATIN
AUNI
SHILA
ARIFA
AIN
FIFAH
MARIA
AIN

may the bonds of friendship between us last FOREVER!!!

10 SEPTEMBER 2008

2008-09-10T13:01:00.000-07:00

10 september 2008..
10th ramadhan..
its wednesday..
as usual i woke up early for "sahur" since i'm going to fast on the next day..
then i continue my sleep till 6.30am..it's a very tiring day.. i've got lots of assignment to do..
and to miss chong, i'm very sorry coz i never hand in all my lab report to u yet..
i'll do it a.s.a.p..(she's a very nice person, my chemistry lecturer, oh i'm so lucky to have her as my lecturer) not to forget, i still wan my muffin..hahaha..
ehm, i woke up a bit late..around 8.00am..so lucky of me, thnx to auni coz if not b'coz of text msg, i won't woke up i guess.. "asyraf, me xboleh datang untuk kelas chemist pagi nie sbb mata me sakit lagi'would u be kind to tell miss chong that i can't attend her class today..thnx, luv u!!"
thats what written in the sms..i smile, since its hard 4 her to be nice to me, coz usually we will quarrel everyday..hahahaha..we are so childish..

to continue my story, i've taken quite a fast bath..wear white t's+black jean+black shoe's i walk as fast as i could to the class..i reach there arounf 8.30am..
i'm so lucky since the class just started..i walk into the class and take a back row sit far from samuel..'well usually i sit with him..'

miss chong look at me with a smile..ehm, i love when she does that..hahahaha..
we start a new chapter today..'thermochemistry" sounds interesting aite?? wait till u guys learn bout it..u will start to hate chemistry..hehehe..we have been given a new assignment..
a group+individual assignment..
oohhhh, more load of work need to be done..
not to forget, friday....we are having chemistry quiz..

we end our chemistry class at 10 and then its time 4 math class..
we did a new chapter as well..and miss ng reminds us about the upcoming math quiz nex week..
differentiation..its not a tough as i expected..i start to do it..
one question and then another..i love it..hahahahaha..
a very first time in my life i say" I LOVE MATH"
hahaha...wen end our class at 11.45..

b4 that i forgot to mention that auni text me asking me to meet her at the library..
so after the class i straight away walking to the library..
on my way there i saw fe of my friends..
especially the
'MLT' student..
talk to them for a while and then walk back to the library..
when i reach the library, auni is already there doing her last week math work..
we discuss quite a few question bout last weeks tutorials..
and i myself manage to complete my chemistry lab report..
we leave the library around two..

i went back to my room, and take a nap 4 a while..
around 4.15 i woke up and get ready 4 my last class 4 today.
its CSC 111..computer class..
on my way there i drop by at the library to return some books..
withdraw some money at the rhb atm machine and then walk straight to the lecture hall 202..
gosh lots of people than usual today compare to last week..
theni've been told that we are having some sort of short quiz today..
'no wonder why the lecture hall is full today"...
i take a seat beside auni..
we learn bout hardware again today..its aboring topic..
we had a 30 minutes quiz..
i'm suprised, i can answer almost all the question..
when did i study this thing??hahahaha..( berlagak pulak)!!!

and then i met arifah diana..a new friends of mine..ad kevina..
we start walking to the cafe and i ask her:

asyraf: diana berbuka dengan sape hari nie??

arifah: dengan kevina kot...nape, nak join ke?? jom la..

asyraf: leh ek..ok arr..lagi pun asyraf pun xda kawan hari nie..hehe..

arifah: eleh gedik, ok!!

we break fast together at the cafe..i spend about rm3.50 at the pakistani stall..
arifah buy some fried rice from pete's kitchen..suddenly zul appeared..
i ask him to sit with us..then comes rosli..yus..and the others..
we leave back to our room at 7.45..
i took quite a long bath soon i reach my room..luckily the bathroom is just nex to my room..
its a very tiring day..
i spent almost 30 minutes chatting on msn with maria, and farah, and of course phei yong..
hehehe..
at 9.00 i received a text msg from afiq..asking me to meet him at the cafe to discuss about rugby training..
we end or discussion around 11pm..
i had 2 piece of roti canai..gosh, i eat a lot today!!!
i met my sweet lil's sister fatin..
she said she miss her abg jiji..hehehe..thats what she told me!!
we talk till 2.ooam..
i didn't realise that till zul come to me and said, asyraf, dah pukul 2 nie, jom balik..hahahaha..
its so funny..
so we went back to our room..

i've met a new friends today..
shila and fatin..
both are my senior's..
and they are so damn friendly..
we exchanged phone number and email address..
shila is a very sweet person..
hehehe..=)
thats all for today!!!nite..ngantuk!!

2008-09-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

greetings..

well it have been quite a long time since my last post on this blog..

lot of things have change, such as..

i'm not staying in penang anymore..(now in perlis)

i'm now studying in a place which i never tot to go..

i'm suppose to fly this month, b'coz of some technical problem,

i have to study in local universities 1st before entering a university overseas..

last month(4 august 2008 to be exact)

i've started my journey to a new place+environment..

nilai international university college..thats my new home..

a place to study and also a place that i'm going to spend most of my 2 1/2 years until i graduate with a diploma in biotechnology..

this place seems so strange to me..

lots of people with thousands of attitude..

i've been assign to stay at hall of residence dahlia, room 223..

at first i was staying alone coz i've been told that my room mate broke his arm while playing basketball a week b4 today..

hundreds of people from all over the world come to register themselves here..

the next day, the registration week begin..

i had so much fun..+ i get to know lots of people..

one of my close friends here is zul..he's from sarawak and taking diploma in aircraft maintanence here.. we did all kinds of thing together..

on my second week, i've been given a chance to change room..

so lucky that my new room mate is zul..

thank god..HE loves me..

i get to know auni, as, fatin,maria,fifah,eliza,zul,napis,rosli,pei yong,shasha and lot more..

on the next week, i've started my class..by the way, i forgot to mention that auni is my classmates..we are quite close, i mean as a friend,since we are in a same class..

i meet new friends in my new class,

they are yik wei( from johor), kai dun(from kedah), auni(from pahang),sarveisan(from selangor), and my only international friends in my class( the one and only samuel from uganda)

each of them are very friendly..
i'm happy with my new classmates..

2008-06-13T08:20:00.000-07:00

finally, today i've completed my a-level final examination..
biology mcq paper..ahh, its not that hard, i wish i got enough time to study...
welll i'm quite bz packing things since i'm moving out to a new home soon..
yesterday,(wait, let me think....)
i went to college for chemistry mcq paper..
and then continue packing..
and i went 4 rugby training..
as usual 5.30 pm at padang polo...
once i reach there, as usual, there is no one there..
i wait 4 15 minutes, then i saw apek and sabri..
then bulu( our captain), another apek and also cha-ed..
and our paan which we called (cristiano ronaldo) since he claimed that he can run as fast as him..
huu...that should b enough 4 our training..
then here comes abg lan and also another two new player..

we start our training with one round jog around the rugby field..
then we proceed with our favourite game "touch rugby.."
ahh, i forgot to mention that suddenly topui,kayu and abah appeared after skipping training 4 quite some time..
we enjoy our game..at least i almost made a try...
i try to be a kicker today..
ehm, there is a lot more improvement that i should make on my kicking technique..
haha..that is so exciting..
then we went home at 8.00..

i got a msg from my ex gf..
she wanted to see me..
so,we went out to gurney 4 dinner..
after that i buy a box of ciggarate's...
i had 6 in less than 1/2 and hour..
thats crazy..
we had a fight as usual..
i mean we had a quarrel..
i drop her at her house around 10.55..
i went home..
i did promise her to stop smoking..
and clubbing..
thats a must thing that i tend to do after breaking up with her..
how i wish to get together with her again..
but i noe, that is imposibble..

sayang, i will always luv u..till the end of my life..

ehm, to continue my story today,
i went out for futsal session with ben and his friends..
6pm@ anson..
it is so tiring..but i had so much fun..
he ask me about the bbq party that we plan almost a year ago...
i went home and start to think about the menu and aslo the time+date 4 that event..
i think i'll invite the whole a-level science june 07 intake...
i received a sms from deep,
asking bout another futsal game tomorrow.
i can't make it since i have promised khairul to went out with him tomorrow..
i talk to wani...
i send a msg to budak cantik as well..
reply some testi and msg in friendster+myspace+facebook..

i'm thinking about sum1..
why didn't she reply my sms..??
i miss her so much..

my first blog..

2008-06-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

well, let see, i'm asyraf...
sum people call me bob..
known as 'ahchai' among the rugby guys..
i'm 19..kinda old i guess..
a big guy..but yet still proud to be myself..hahaha..(berkata aku dengan megahnya)
i guess there's nothing i want to write here at the moment!!
last but not least, welcome to my blog..